Saturday
evening Anna dressed for her date with Matt. She didn't know what
they were doing so she put on a fitted skirt, her good blouse, and a
pair of medium heels. She took extra time with her hair and makeup,
then, went in to finish making popcorn for Chris and her fifteen year
old niece who was spending the night to keep Chris company.
At
9:20 and Matt still hadn't arrived. She decided to call him when he
rang the doorbell. She invited him in and he was a little surprised
that she was already ready to leave. “No wonder you’re friends
with Gabe, he’s always on time too,” Matt said.
“I’m
never on time, but I’ve had an extra twenty minutes to get things
done,” she responded sweetly.
She said good bye to Chris and Leena and followed Matt out to the
car. He had a BMW two door sports car. The car sat so low, she had to
pull down her skirt when she got in.
He
told her the name of the restaurant where he made reservations, she
smiled and responded that it would be nice. She hadn’t ever heard
of the restaurant before and Matt seemed slightly put off that she
didn't get more excited. She asked him what type of food they serve.
“Oh,
you haven’t been there before?” he questioned rather relieved
that it was from ignorance and not from lack of excitement.
“If
it doesn’t have a kids menu, I haven’t been there,” she joked
and he smiled acceptingly.
“It
has to be difficult being a mom all the time. Don’t you ever just
want to cut loose and go party?” he asked.
“I
miss dancing. I used to go to dances every weekend as a teenager and
young adult. Now a days the only dancing I get to do is to the
grocery store musak and it’s mainly aimed at embarrassing my son,”
she laughed. “Now that he’d older I take him with me to do just
about everything else I want to. We hike and camp and he endures my
furniture remodeling habit.”
“Furniture
remodeling?” he questioned
A
little embarrassed she confessed how she is one of those people that
goes around neighborhoods collecting furniture left on the curb. “If
it’s solid wood furniture I can re-stain it or repair and paint it.
Then I turn around and sell them. It gets out some of my creativity
and since it’s free except for the paint and my time, I can earn a
small profit.”
Matt
launched into a story about an acquaintance who owned a boutique that
sold furniture and collectibles. Anna tried to follow along and smile
and nod at all the right places as he dropped names she didn’t know
but he seemed to think she should. That led to another story about an
estate auction and chaos that ensued there.
He’s
very entertaining, even if I don’t know the places or people he’s
talking about. I can see how charming he is and how easily it would
be to get swept away in just having fun with him. I must seem rather
boring in comparison.
She
shared a few related tales. None of which were nearly as glamorous,
but almost as entertaining, she hoped.
When
they reached the restaurant Anna could see why Matt had been
disappointed she didn’t know it. The valet was mandatory and small
white Christmas tree lights lit the walkway through a Japanese
garden. Romantic and expensive would be an enormous understatement.
Matt,
attentive, opened the door for her as they walked in. The maitre 'd
confirmed their table would be ready in a few minutes. Anna looked at
her watch, surprised how quickly they had driven there. He
must not worry too much about traffic tickets.
After
10 minutes Matt started to get antsy and made a few remarks about
having a reservation and being seated soon. Anna, unsure if he
appeared concerned because he thought she was put out or because it
actually bothered him, tried to be cheery and show that it didn’t
matter to her. She enjoyed herself.
A
large party walked in and Anna recognized a singer and her husband
among them. “Oh, that’s why we’re waiting. They had someone
more important than us to prepare for,” Matt explained with just a
hint of resentment in his voice.
“As
long as they leave enough food for us, I’m fine,” Anna replied
smiling.
They
were finally seated and Anna had quite a time deciding what to order.
The food was delicious but not nearly worth what Matt paid for it.
The view was worth a million dollars though. As they finished eating
Matt pointed out the tables he needed to visit and say hello. He
walked over to a table with three men and a woman and introduced her
to them. Another table with an older couple spent a few minutes
chatting with them. Finally, two women at the bar were invited to
meet up with them later at a dance club. Anna smiled at the idea of
going dancing. He
definitely listens well.
He
made a phone call to tell someone that they were headed to the club
tonight. He was super charming and gave an estimated arrival of 20
minutes. Apparently, it surprised the person on the other end they
would arrive so early. The valet brought his car to them and they
headed toward the club. Anna was not actually all that familiar with
the city of Los Angeles. She grew up in the suburbs but hadn’t been
in the city for anything other than morning visits to the fabric
district since age 19. They drove down one way streets and a small
alley and she lost her bearings quickly. She noticed a long line
down the sidewalk in an area where she felt uncomfortable getting out
of the car.
Matt
pulled into a space and turned off the car. Anna glanced at her watch
and realized it was 12:30am. She stifled a yawn, excited to get
inside. As they walked down toward the entrance, Anna noticed the
many young women, dressed in very clingy and scanty clothing,
bedecked in plentiful jewelry and make up. Most of them were
exceedingly attractive in her opinion.
The
bouncer at the door recognized Matt’s name and they walked right
in. The noise and lights immediately assaulted Anna. Hundreds of
bodies filled the club and the walls reverberated with the beat of
the music. Matt directed her toward the bar and ordered a shot then
turned to ask her what she wanted. She asked for just a coke, when he
looked at her quizzically, she added that she doesn’t drink.
Is
it me or does he look disappointed?
Drinks
in hand, they headed for a less crowded corner of the room before
they started dancing. Matt offered to get them a table, but as a
teenager Anna had learned to always keep her drink in her hand.
Dangerous things can mysteriously happen to glasses left unattended.
Anna
didn't know the song, most of the songs, but she liked the beat and
adapted her dance style accordingly. It
is a free feeling to lose yourself in the rhythm of a song.
Matt was a good dancer. No
white boy rhythm there,
but after a few minutes dancing alone, several women approached them
to say hello to Matt. He greeted each one with a hug and kiss and
introduced them to Anna. Only one of the women seemed happy to meet
her and she couldn't put her finger on it, but the whole thing made
her nervous. Within a half hour a few guys were sitting at a table
and invited Matt to join them. Anna followed, but it became clear
this was a guys only thing, so she excused herself to go to the
ladies room.
“You
can leave your glass here, you don't have to take it to the
bathroom,” Matt suggested. Anna looked at her glass, took a large
sip and set it down. Nearly empty, she didn't need to drink the rest.
She turned toward the restroom and wove her way through the bodies
across the dance floor.
In
the light of the women's room she checked her phone. Seeing the hands
show a quarter of two already surprised her. She wondered how much
later Matt planned on staying. She took a few extra minutes to fix
her hair and reapply makeup, not in any hurry to return to the loud
pounding sound.
When
she did return Matt greeted her sarcasticly, “I thought you fell
in.”
The shorter blond man sitting next
to him added, “No, she just got herself prettied up for you.”
“The
girls are dancing,” another man sitting across from Matt informed
her as he nodded and pointed in the direction of the dance floor.
Her options were to butt in at the table with the men or join the
group of women dancing together.
“Here,
I ordered you another,” Matt shoved a glass in her hand indicating
she should take it with her to dance.
“I'm
not thirsty right now, maybe after I've danced for a while,” she
put the glass back on the table and walked toward the crowd dancing.
She approached where the women she had been introduced to were
dancing and waited for someone to acknowledge her. A few of them
noticed her but no one said anything or invited her to join them.
Even Cari, who had seemed friendly when they were introduced, didn't
say anything.
She
finally just decided to ignore them and danced by herself. She lost
herself in the music for about a half hour when she decided to return
to Matt. He had asked her on the date, either he should spend time
with her now or she just wanted to get home. She had a real life to
wake up to tomorrow morning, or more correctly later that morning.
Matt
saw her coming and once again handed her the glass of soda. “I'm
alright,” she said, “I wasn't dancing that hard. Are you going to
come out there or just sit here with the guys?” She challenged him,
hoping it would motivate him to make a decision.
He
stood up from the table, took her hand and directed her back toward
the women. They opened their circle for him and he pulled her along.
He began to dance facing her, but it became clear the other women
were distracting. Several of them actually grabbed his arm and turned
him their way or danced closer to her than she felt comfortable with
and she moved slightly allowing them to edge their way in front of
him. A petite dark haired woman, named Jana, Anna thought, whispered,
“don't be so jealous, around here we share.” Anna gave her a
surprised look and then turned back to look at Matt who smiled at a
tall red head.
Not
the competitive type, Anna stayed on the outside of the group. Matt
looked at her from time to time and she pretended to be having fun.
One glance he caught her yawning. She tried to hide it, but he looked
at his watch, put his arm around her and suggested it was time to go
home. She nodded gratefully. Matt said his excuses to the women, then
walked back to the table to say good bye.
Once
they were outside, Anna took a deep breath of night air, glad to be
free of the claustrophobic crowd. It struck her as funny how she had
enjoyed going out and dancing in clubs when she was younger. She had
to admit now that, no longer in her teens and twenties, she wanted to
actually dance with her date.
The
quiet walk, periodically interrupted by sounds throughout the city,
made Anna wonder more than once if they were safe in the area so
late. Nothing happened and they headed toward her home. “I'm sorry
I'm such an old mom,” Anna said to break the silence, “I can't
remember the last time I stayed out this late.”
“Maybe
you need to do it more often,” Matt suggested, “take a little
time for yourself and have some fun. You are a woman after all, not
just a servant to your kid.”
Anna
let out a stiffled laughed at his comment but didn't laugh inside. He
clearly does not understand that when you have a kid, you kind of
give up part of your life. Taking time for myself is one thing,
letting it take over my life is another.
He
talked about his usual weekend activities and talked about each of
the friends she had met at the club. One of the women, Meghan, has a
daughter and two of the men, James and Devon, have kids too and they
didn't let it stop them from having a good time.
Quickly
they arrived at her house and Matt pulled into her driveway. He
jumped out and opened her door then walked her to the porch. “I had
a nice time with you tonight,” he said, “especially the time at
dinner. I enjoyed talking to you away from the tumult of yelling kids
and people around us.”
She
smiled and agreed dinner was great. She thanked him for everything,
“I would never have gotten the chance to eat in such a wonderful
place. And I really enjoy dancing. Thank you for taking me.”
She
turned slightly to unlock the door when he slid his hand around her
waist. Anna looked up at him surprised. He met her gaze for a moment
and then looked down at her mouth. He slipped his fingers into her
hair and pulled her close. His head bent toward hers and he kissed
her passionately, barely waiting for her to respond. She felt a surge
of warmth through her chest and tried to return his emotion.
Am
I a good enough kisser? He's probably had plenty of experience with
different women. Should I move my lips more, or less? Maybe if I wrap
my arm around his neck? This should be a very romantic moment, why am
I worried about how well I'm doing?
She
could feel his well defined shoulder and neck underneath her hand and
admitted to herself that he is definitely well built and attractive.
She couldn't help feeling self conscious though. Anna felt almost
relieved when he pulled his head back and looked at her again. “Could
we go inside?” he asked with a jerk of his head.
Unsure
exactly what he was asking, she responded with her first excuse, “The
kids are sleeping.”
“Even
better,” he answered bending down to kiss her on the neck.
“Thank
you for the offer,” she slipped farther out of his arms, but
smiled, she didn't want him to feel rejected. “But my niece will be
asleep in my bed so I don't think it's possible.” Sensing his next
suggestion she added, “I don't think I could possibly relax
thinking about either of them walking into the living room.”
He
took a deep breath and released her from his grasp. He kissed her
briefly and agreed that maybe tonight is not the best night. “I'll
have to plan another dinner, some other weekend. Maybe Chris can
sleep at Gabe's house.”
Anna
smiled but didn't answer, hoping that dinner never happened. She said
good night, unlocked the door, and with a smile, shut it tight. She
leaned against the door, closed her eyes, and breathed deeply. Why
do I feel like I want to cry?
She walked swiftly into her room to change her clothes and then
headed to the bathroom to get ready for bed.
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