I stayed up waaaaay too late last night working on a lesson plan I am teaching in two weeks, for no apparent reason. I was so tired I didn't even put the clean sheets on my bed and I woke up at 6am to go to the bathroom. I forced myself to go back to sleep.
Needless to say that when my alarm went off I did not spring from bed and rush off to all the things I had to do today. So, we were running late when I stopped to buy bottles of water and race off to a scout service project. It surprised me when my card was declined and I realized that the check I mailed to the DMV two days ago had already cleared and bounced. Six weeks it takes them to get me the stickers, but two days to take my money.
We drove like the wind, didn't stop for breakfast and made it five minutes late to the project my son was in charge of-not a good start. Three boys showed up, no leaders, no tools. I piled them in and we headed out to pick up a shovel at a near by house, picked up another boy who arrived just as we left and suddenly I didn't have enough seats for all the boys. Have I mentioned these are teenage boy scouts and I'm not supposed to be in charge of them?
It was blazing hot and the project as dirty and annoying. Nearing the end I piled cut branches into my car to take to the recycling bin and left the side door to my car open so I could collect more bags of greenery. Bent over picking up a bag I hear a crunch, a car crashing crunch. I see a silver mini van pulling away from my car and rush over to see if it was actually damaged. The minivan speeds away down the street.
The door won't shut, the driver door won't open. I have a car full of spider filled branches and no way to get 5 boys home.
Thanks to the help of friends the boys got home. I tied the door shut as much as it will close. It's still open about 5 inches, but I can drive it. The police are going to check the exit cameras at Leisure World and hopefully catch the idiot that did this. Maybe miraculously they will even have insurance. Probably not, and the money I earned this week will go not to my car payment or getting the oil change and new tire I need and the mattress my son needs because he's now too tall for his childhood twin, but to the deductible.
Someday they will know that they destroyed the only transportation of a poor single mom struggling to feed and clothe and bed a growing teenage boy and that their choice to run away cost me more than I can afford, because I couldn't even afford my regular life let alone another $500 to throw away because they were selfish narcissistic jerks.
Saturday, August 29, 2015
Friday, August 28, 2015
Paddling your own canoe...or in this case kayak
Strange how the deepest thoughts can come from the strangest places. Today I took my son and the daughter and son of a friend out kayaking in the canals in Huntington Harbor.
They were out of the single kayaks I had reserved, so Shaun and her daughter had to share a double kayak, while I paddled a double with the 7 year old. I watched them head one way, and then the other, constantly zig zagging across the canal, gradually making it forward. I mentioned it once, pointing out the complete waste of energy it took to cruise for a moment and then paddle twice as hard the other direction.
I, on the other hand, was paddling myself with the "help" of a very energetic seven year old boy who repeatedly thrust his paddle into the water to stop our forward progression not understanding that his attempts to paddle too were making my life harder.
But still, I looked at the big kids and thought about how much easier it was to just do it myself rather than having to coordinate with someone else. For the past 13 years I have been largely "doing it myself" raising a boy, trying to be both stay at home parent and working parent all in one magnificent slip of the wand.
Several times in the past 13 years I have been grateful there is no one to compromise with. I can do it my own way and get it done, no one to fight with, no one to stand in my way. I wish I had someone to have fun with and help out, but when it comes down to brass tacks, I kind of like my solitary life and only having to clean up my own mess in the bathroom.
Continuing on with all my mixed metaphors. On the way back from our lunch stopping point the big kids got it together. They figured it out. Even being misdirected and having to take the long way, they beat us back to our starting point by quite a bit of time.
I was also held up by mini man wanting to swim along side the kayak rather than ride inside. I was often back paddling in order to not get ahead and when he tired he hung onto the back making it nearly impossibly to make headway.
I thought again about doing it myself. How long it takes to do it all on your own with a boy in tow; how tired I was about half way through and still paddling away mind over matter; how much I wanted to just make him get in the kayak so I could be done already, but I let him play and enjoy himself instead.
There have been many times in the past more than a decade that I wish I didn't have to do it myself. It would have been nice to have a fairy Godmother solve it for me. For many years I was tired, ok I still am. For many years I did what I didn't want to do so that he could play and enjoy himself. I have made more sacrifices than I can remember in order to be and do what was best for him.
In a few short years he will leave the nest. I'll be back to paddling my own kayak all by myself. It will be easier, maybe I can actually start that career I've always wanted. Life will flow without all the stops and starts and worries over whether or not he's safe and keeping up. But, I will miss him more than I could possibly imagine, and as for the past 13 years, I wouldn't trade my kayak with him as my passenger for all the single kayaks in the world.
In a few short years he will leave the nest. I'll be back to paddling my own kayak all by myself. It will be easier, maybe I can actually start that career I've always wanted. Life will flow without all the stops and starts and worries over whether or not he's safe and keeping up. But, I will miss him more than I could possibly imagine, and as for the past 13 years, I wouldn't trade my kayak with him as my passenger for all the single kayaks in the world.
Once he's gone, I may enjoy the single kayak life for a while or decide to invite a new passenger in as long as they are willing to be a partner, not a drag. When it works, it works better than a single paddle ever could. When it's bad, it's way worse than any amount of work on your own. I don't know what the future holds, but I'm grateful for the past and all the paddling has given me muscles I never knew were possible and never thought I wanted.
Here's to new adventures and many more canals to discover.
Monday, August 24, 2015
Life is messy
A few years ago I started a blog dirtymamas.blogspot.com with my friend because we wanted to make and sell aprons.
She wanted What a mess, but it was taken, so I suggested dirty mamas.
She wanted What a mess, but it was taken, so I suggested dirty mamas.
The first time I told a friend, she looked at me as though she had heard wrong and I just laughed. We are dirty mamas, because life is messy and our aprons will keep you clean.
So, this is my place to write and share about my messy life as a single, trying to be stay at home, working, home schooling mom.
Tonight I am packing and preparing to go stay with my friend's kids for a few days while she and her husband go on vacation. My son is 15, it's not like he'll die staying with my parents in the 4 days I'm gone. The thing is that in all his almost 15 1/2 years I've only ever left him once. He's left me to go to his dad's and camp, but I've only ever gone away when he was already gone so he didn't know.
Maybe it's just me, but him being a teenager actually makes it worse. At 5 he probably would have just had a fun week away from mom. At 15 I worry more what he is or is not doing and if it could possibly kill him to spend 4 complete days watching videos on his phone. I'm pretty sure he won't brush his teeth and may or may not shower. There's no way to know if he'll eat anything with any nutritional value. In short, I'll miss being needed.
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
Lea rough draft chapter 5
The
station is a large room carved out of an outcropping at the edge of
the town. A cave opening at each end allows the transport to enter
and exit without having to turning around. Romo walks up behind Lea
with her ticket in his hand and puts his arm around her shoulder. He
gently guides her over to an empty seat.
She
is still so confused and in disbelief. She probably would have just
stood there staring at the blank wall. Focusing on her dad, she
starts to remember long ago when she was five years old and she met
him for the first time.
Romo
had been dating Moana for a few months when she and Lea came into his
furniture store. Not having much experience with precocious children
Romo asked Lea which wardrobe she would like for her room. He
expected her to want a pink one or one with flowers painted on the
front. He was stunned by Lea's serious expression as she explained
her fascination with a particular cabinet.
The
tall wooden wardrobe was lightly stained with an intricately
beautiful map carved into the front doors. The detailed map showed
Communities around the globe and the trade routes that connect them.
Full of confidence she told him about “all the stuff that I need to
know because one day I'm going to be Queen” and it would be easier
to learn if it is carved into her closet door. That moment cemented
Romo's decision to ask Moana to marry him. He loved Moana and was now
completely taken with her daughter.
The
more time Romo spent with them, the more frustrated Lea was having to
share her mom with this new guy. He worked hard to prove himself by
caring for her mom and doing all the crazy and fun things dads do so
much better than moms. The day they went to the beach for a vacation
was the day Lea decided to keep him.
Romo,
Moana and Lea swam to the shore of an island several kilometers from
their community. They ate lunch on the white sands under the shade of
a large bush polka dotted in orange tropical flowers. After eating,
Lea wanted to climb a large tree growing on a small hill a short
distance from the shore. Romo offered to climb with her and Lea
reluctantly agreed even though she secretly hoped he wouldn't be a
good tree climber and would leave her alone. As it turned out Romo
was an excellent tree climber. Up the rough trunk they went rose,
much higher than Lea could have gone by herself.
Moana
called up to them to be careful. Lea knew it was her mom's signal
that she should stop climbing, even though her mom would never say so
out loud. Mom's never let kids do anything exciting or adventurous
because they worry about them all the time. Romo heard her, but
called down that they were fine and would come down in a little
while. Lea waited for her mom to overrule him, but when she didn't
Lea smiled and they continued up the tree hanging high above the blue
and white foamy waves.
A
few minutes later, they carefully balanced on the highest branches
that would still support them. Romo pointed out all the animals
living along the shore and in the shallows. He explained why the
waves rose and broke they way they did. He showed her the curving
path of a riptide rolling away from the sand out to deep water. Then
he helped her descend branch by branch back into the waiting arms of
her mom.
He
has been her dad for almost seven years. Instead of choosing a new
last name to start a new family like couples usually do, Romo
accepted the royal Ariki name and forever became a part of their
family. Now with her 5 year old brother and 4 year old sister they
are a complete family.
A
family she was leaving behind, to travel half way around the globe,
to escape something she doesn't even understand.
“Lea,
there is something important you need to know before you leave,”
Romo's voice is calm and steady, but his uncomfortable squirm tells
her there is still more he hasn't told her.
A
small water spider makes his way down a silken line in the corner
preparing to make his web and catch his dinner. Thoughts flash
through Lea's mind as she wonders what in the world her dad could be
this uncomfortable about. She smiles as she considers the last
uncomfortable conversation she had with her parents.
“This
isn't another 'where do babies come from' conversation is it?” Lea
teases, desperate to make the conversation less stressful. He
actually laughs a little in response to her joke. The tension breaks
in his face, his tone of voice suddenly becomes bearable.
“As
Queen of the Community your mom knows certain secrets, things we
don't share with the rest of the population,” he pauses while she
considers this information. “Even the adults in our Community don't
know the truth. Only a few citizens who have special responsibilities
have ever been told.”
Lea's
forehead wrinkles as she considers what he's saying. He searches for
more words but can't think of what to say next. From a small bag
slung over his shoulder, he pulls out an old book. She can see the
red cover of the children's stories her mom read to her when she was
little. On the front is a drawing of a young girl swimming away from
a Land People boat, it nearly hits her as she escapes below it.
All
of the stories in it's illustrated pages are tales about imaginary
people who live on land but attempt to travel around the world above
the water. Some of these stories end with the poor land people dying,
usually they drown. The really fanciful stories are about their lives
on land. Strange buildings, animals, and plants that are clearly the
stuff of bedtime stories and nothing more.
Occasionally, there have been people in the Community
who claim to have seen Land People. These sightings are usually
dismissed as crazy imaginations of a confused person. The human mind
is amazing in it's ability to convince itself that something it has
seen can't possibly be true. Usually people will decide on their own
that they haven't really seen what they thought they saw. It's just
logical that there must be a more rational explanation.
“Lea,”
her dad is almost whispering as he glances at a family waiting at the
other side of the station, “Land People actually exist.”
She
bursts out laughing at the lengths her dad will go to stop her from
worrying. The idea of Land People is totally ridiculous. People
can't live without water. The sun would burn their skin and damage
their eyes. If they did exist wouldn't we know about them? The
idea of it is just silly.
Strangely,
her dad isn't laughing. He can't possibly be
serious? Lea suddenly feels even more
uncomfortable than her dad looks. She might almost prefer anything
rather than the look of insistence in her dad's eyes.
“For
real?” she manages to squeak out still not sure how she should
respond.
“For
real; very, very real” dad assures her, “Your cousin does not
live in Catalina. She actually lives near by in a place called
California in a large city named Seal Beach. You need to be prepared
for what you are going to see and learn.” The words slip out of his
mouth one at a time, slowly so Lea will listen carefully.
“Malina
lives ON LAND,” he blurts out, unable to think of a better way to
say it. His dark eyes stare into hers to make sure she knows he is
serious. Lea wants to smile, to laugh, to show she understands the
joke, but can't get past the look on her dad's face.
Her
dad always loves jokes and getting her to believe strange stories
before he lets on they are only a tease. Land
People are real?...next he will be telling me there are beings who
travel from other stars or magical people that live in the center of
the earth.
“People
can't live on land,” Lea wrinkles her brow in confusion, “how
would they possibly survive without the water? Without the salt they
would bloat up like puffer fish. You mean she visits the land, like
we visit the beach or the islands.”
“No,
she lives on land, all the time.” He sees a light of understanding
in her eyes so he continues. “You can never share this with anyone.
You can never tell anyone what you experience in the time you are
there. The law of our community is that anyone who chooses to live
with the Terrans, land people, cannot return to live with us. The
chance for exposure to them or us is too great. Obviously we will
make an exception when you return as long as you never share what you
have learned.”
At
those words Lea bursts out laughing, the stress of the moment is a
little too much for her. The sound of her laughter draws the
attention of the other people in the station and Romo looks at them
hoping to see that they did not actually hear any of the
conversation.
Romo
glances again at the spider, oblivious to what is going on, still
making his web between the wall and the closest bench. His voice is
calm and patient as he tries to quiet her down and continue
convincing her he is telling the truth.
Knowing
he only has little time to explain, Romo hands her the book of bed
time stories. Her mind shifts through the tales of strange people
traveling in wooden transports floating above the water. Some of
them are fanciful tales, others are full of dangerous Terrans, Land
People, who attack Mermans without warning and demolish their
Communities.
These
stories usually involve a super hero who steps up to save the Mermans
after a suspenseful and destructive battle. None of them are
realistic and no one would dream of believing they are real. Lea
jumps as the agent announces the transport has arrived and after the
arriving passengers have disembarked she and the few others that are
traveling will be able to take their seats.
“Lea,
you must believe me. I don't have time to explain all the details. I
need you to trust me, think about it. Most important, you must keep
it a secret. You must never tell any of our people. Even more
surprising though is that the Terrans don't know we exist either. You
won't be able to tell any of them about us.”
She
stops dead in her tracks. “How is that possible?” Two
civilizations living together on one planet neither knowing the other
lives there too.
Romo
grabs her bag and walks to the line beginning to form to get on
board. He stores her bag underneath in the luggage compartment and
hugs Lea tightly.
“Be
careful. We love you. Malina will take care of you, listen to her and
behave,” Romo's last words bring tears to her eyes. She will miss
her family even though they are annoying a lot of the time.
Lea
steps inside the empty transport. Glancing at the reclining seats
lining both walls, Lea realizes it is empty except for a teenage boy.
He looks to be only a couple years older than Lea and he is slumped
in the back seat as if he doesn't want anyone to notice him. His
clothes are slightly worn and he looks tired as he raises his eyes
briefly and then hides them again when he notices her noticing him.
Lea
takes a seat toward the back so she can have some privacy to think
over everything her dad told her. A mom and two kids come in next.
The mom arms are piled high with bags and toys for the long journey.
The two little boys are already climbing the seats and jumping from
one to another pretending the floor is lava and they will be turned
into stone if they touch it. The mom smiles at Lea, introduces
herself as Ani and explains that they are moving to live with her
sister in Hawaiki.
Ani
convinces the boys to stay in one seat so the imaginary sharks don't
eat them as two more passengers come aboard. Two young men are
traveling to Molokai University in the east Pacific community. They
sit a few seats in front of Ani and her little boys.
The
last passenger aboard is the wise old woman, Lorelei. She greets the
conductor Bane. As he throws his long hair over his shoulder Lea can
better see the traditional spiral and wave tattoo around his eyes and
cheeks. Lorelei asks about his wife and his kids. Next, she
congratulates the young men on starting another year at school and
asks about their parents and their courses of study. Lorelei stops to
talk to Ani and pulls candy out of her large bag to bribe the boys
into behaving for their mom.
Lorelei
smiles at Lea, “I'm glad you were able to make it aboard. With such
a rush I thought you might not make it in time.” Lorelei picks a
seat one row ahead of Lea against the opposite wall leaving Lea to
wonder how she could possibly know what is going on. Lorelei sits
down, opens her bag and pulls out a ball of fuzzy thread to knit. Lea
puzzles how much Lorelei knows, probably more than Lea knows herself
seeing her parents didn't even tell her why she is leaving.
With
a small shudder the transport starts its undulating motion. Small
bubbles rush past the mirrored windows as the station slips behind
them. Lea turns to watch her dad leaning against the wall and waving
good bye until she can no longer see him, then she sits back in her
seat and listens to her music on the recording sphere. Lea pushes
away the guilt that she should read the children's stories by
flooding her mind with songs instead and sits back to relax.
Tides of Trust
Eeek, Tides of Trust, I previously posted rough drafts here, is now available for sale!
I am really excited and can't wait to hear everyone's opinions.
Two quotes keep coming to me:
"I wrote the story because I really wanted to read it."
"I write because having 'characters' in my head sounds less scary than 'voices'"
I hope you all enjoy these chapters as much as I have enjoyed writing them!
I am really excited and can't wait to hear everyone's opinions.
Two quotes keep coming to me:
"I wrote the story because I really wanted to read it."
"I write because having 'characters' in my head sounds less scary than 'voices'"
I hope you all enjoy these chapters as much as I have enjoyed writing them!
Lea rough draft chapter 4
On
Lea's left is her school, the round entry is open for anyone to swim
in. Glass doors covering the inside entry are still lit as students
and teachers trickle out at the end of the school week. Round
windows identify each classroom and office, they are dark like the
school has closed it's eyes to sleep until hordes of children wake it
up again two days from now.
Lea
twists her course and heads around the polo stadium. She thinks about
her match tomorrow and feels minnows flutter through her midsection
in nervousness. The large natural dome has benches lining both sides
reaching from near the roof down into the pool and below the water
line to the floor. They are separated from the action by a huge glass
cylinder three quarters filled with water so that fans can watch the
game whether the players are breaching the surface or diving to
score.
Farther
past the stadium lies the oldest part of town. This part of the
mountain reaches up toward the surface, its one long finger nearly
touching the air. Small, well cared for homes built one above another
are connected by traveling tunnels. Ancient Tebans used them to
travel up to the surface back when the waters were not as deep as
they are now.
In a
few moments her home comes into view. Her neighborhood lies between
the older homes and the newer developments. Lea waves to a neighbor
glancing out of his kitchen window. Two boys jump in and out of the
entry to their home. Without fins on they can't get far on a single
breath of air.
Her
house sits in the middle of the row and Lea stops to pick a small
round fruit from the yard before swimming in the doorway. A large
round entry welcomes her. She is very wet but still has plenty of
breath left. The entry is warm compared to the cool water. The heated
seat feels good as Lea pulls off her fin, hangs up her bag, and turns
on the blower to dry her dripping hair and soaked blouse.
“Mom,
where are you?” Lea calls through the doorway.
She
starts to worry when her mom doesn't respond. Horrors start to flip
through her mind like a quickly moving stack of pictures. Are her
parents alright? Maybe something was wrong with her little brother or
sister? For a moment she hopes that there isn't anything going on,
that her mom called her for a nonsense reason only moms think is
important.
Once
her long brown hair and shirt are mostly dry, Lea turns off the
blower. Still sitting on the bench Lea, is about to stand when her
dad swims up. Romo Ariki has been Lea's dad since she was 5 years
old. Lea smiles at him as he turns on the blower.
“Where's
mom?” he shouts over the noise of rushing air. He removes his fin
and hangs it on the hook above hers.
“Not
sure yet,” Lea replies, walking into the main room, “Mom didn't
respond when I called.”
Romo
eagerly calls to Moana wanting to make sure that she is alright. Her
voice finally replies from the other room and comes around the corner
nearly walking into Lea now standing in the passway to the kitchen.
Moana
is holding a large striped travel case in one hand and a smaller
orange duffel in another. She sets down the luggage on the solid
carved table near the water entrance and walks over to the sofa.
Moana looks at Lea, but suddenly turns away as a tear quietly rolls
down her cheek.
Moana
practically falls onto the sofa and motions for Lea to sit as well.
Romo stands looking at the ceiling sky light not sure how to start,
worry clear on his face. Unable to relax, Lea's right leg bounces as
she waits for her parents to speak.
“Lea,
there is an emergency,” her mom begins, but stops when she sees the
flash of panic in her daughter's face. Moana assures Lea that no one
is hurt and Saun and Tianna are alright.
“We've
learned of a threat from someone who wants to force a union between
our community and theirs.” Moana takes a deep breath not sure how
to continue.
“We've
made a plan to keep you safe. We need you to go visit your cousin,
Malina, for a few weeks. I can't explain it all right now, there
isn't time.” With a wave of her hand as though it's really not a
big deal, Moana adds, “Don't worry, think of it just as a vacation
and a way to escape your Math test. You'll be back as soon as I can
take care of it.”
Thoughts
swirl through Lea's mind as she wonders what type of emergency could
have occurred to make it necessary for her to go away. Who
could possibly want to hurt me, I'm just a girl. I'm not mean and I
haven't done anything to hurt anyone to make them want to hurt me
back. She considers pressuring her mom to
tell her the whole story, but the pain on her mom's face is enough to
prevent further questions.
Instead,
the thought of seeing her cousin excites Lea and eases her stress a
little. Malina left Teban almost 5 years ago. It will be so exciting
to see a new place and visit with new people. Lea has never been
anywhere farther than Australia on vacation last year. Suddenly, Lea
realizes her mom mentioned not being at school for the test in three
days.
“When
do I leave?” Lea asks as questions come running through her brain
almost faster than her mouth can form the sounds. She wants some
explanation for her parents weird decision.
“The
transport leaves in an hour,” Romo answers. Lea's mouth drops in
shock. “Your mom has packed most of your things already. You need
to say good-bye to the kids and we should leave right away.”
The
words come out carefully, as Romo tries not to upset their daughter,
but completely unsure how to explain the direness of the situation.
An
hour, the words hang in the air like a
boulder ready to fall. Without thinking Lea jumps up and marches into
her room to see what her mom has packed. She still can't believe what
is happening.
She
glances first at the mural painted on the walls and smiles, thinking
that she still
needs to finish the murals covering her walls and ceiling.
She is not
really a very talented painter. She has great ideas and lots of
dedication but her fingers just can't reproduce the beautiful
pictures she creates in her head. She is getting better, but any
addition takes several attempts before it resembles an object or
animal a person would recognize.
She
painted her room a lovely shade of light blue to look like the clear
sky scrubbed clean after a storm. She added fluffy white clouds that
looked slightly like lumpy sea foam and barely anything like actual
clouds. She tried to fix them, but they are now three dimensional
lumps because of all the layers of paint she has applied to fix the
errors. Everyone assures her they look great, but she has her doubts.
Under the lumpy clouds is a V formation of winged slug
like creatures that were supposed to be birds flying. It makes Lea
laugh though to think of flying slugs, so she left them untouched to
joyfully soar across her indoor sky. When the room is dark the night
sky is visible, arranged in small pinpoints of fluorescent paint
recreating the constellations of the southern hemisphere. A few
larger circles are supposed to be planets and one slanted comet
streaks across toward the clothes cupboard.
A
rainbow fills one corner of the room, falling from the bright yellow
sun painted on the ceiling into a puddle of color at the floor. Lea
loves spending humid, but sunny days on the beach in hopes of seeing
a rainbow for real.
Squid
crawls out from under the bed. Anger flicks in Lea's heart for a
moment when she considers having to leave him. Squid is a small furry
rare mammal that was saved from the ocean after a storm. He was
trying to swim, but is not a water animal. He has webbed feet but
can't hold his breath at all. He has short light yellow hair and
brown eyes. His floppy ears perk up when he hears her come home each
day and his long fluffy tail waves back and forth whenever he is
excited.
When
he arrived no one in the community had ever seen an animal like him
and the zoo wanted to take him, study him, and “take care of him
properly.” They probably would have taken him if Lea's mom hadn't
used her influence as Queen to make a request. The animal keepers
took him to their facility to observe and study him for a few days,
but then he was returned to Lea to keep as a pet. Moana asked the
keepers to come to their home and teach Lea how to properly care for
him.
Squid
stretches his legs as he gets up from his afternoon nap. He is so
excited to see her, he licks her hand and his tail waves back and
forth hitting against her leg over and over. Mom
will have to take Squid for a run each morning,
Lea thinks and that makes her smile. Her mom will actually have to
exercise like she's been saying she should for years now.
Lea's
clothes cupboard is nearly empty and it looks like her mom has
grabbed everything she'll need. Lea reaches into a small nook under
the head of her bed that her mom doesn't know about where she keeps
her diary and a few special keepsakes. She grabs all of the items and
stuffs her pockets full.
Worried
by her abrupt departure, her parents followed Lea into her room. Her
mom explains that she has only packed the clothes that will be
appropriate for the weather and fashion in Catalina. Her dad grabs
her hand and directs her to sit on the bed next to her mom.
“Lea,
there is more we need to tell you about Catalina. Malina doesn't
actually live in the Catalina Community.” Taking a deep breath he
continues, “Malina lives.....”
Romo
is interrupted as Lea is attacked by a small boy chased by his little
sister. Saun, her brother, runs into Lea so hard, she actually slips
off the bed and crashes onto the floor. The two children pile on top
her in a tangle of banged heads, knocking the wind out of her
slightly. Once she can breath again, Lea starts to laugh at Tianna
who is still yelling at her brother. Saun waves a stolen doll in the
air to keep it away. Tianna jumps on him again clawing and scratching
to get it back. Poor Tianna,
thinks Lea, she doesn't realize how lucky she
is to have a big brother to torment her. Lea
laughs again at the determined scowl on her sister's face and the
mischievous grin on her brother's.
Untangling
her children and helping Lea to her feet, Moana turns to her husband
and tells him it is time for them to leave. She whispers to him that
he will have to explain after he and Lea check in at the station.
Romo picks up her bag and Lea grabs a special stuffed animal, a small
dolphin she received as a baby from her grandparents on her first
Spring Equinox. For eleven years, Moby has been her comfort whenever
life was hard.
Lea rough draft chapter 3
Lea's
hair flows behind her as she glides through the clear water above her
community. She looks through the deep waters of the South Pacific.
Some distance from any mainland, a beautiful island surfaces. Along
the coast, the small town of Teba lies surrounded by a colorful
little reef filled with all sorts of animals and plants growing
there.
Amazing
schools of fish in all shapes and colors are chased by bigger fish,
sharks, and large squids. Sea weeds grow from the bottom of the ocean
all the way to the surface of the water and others grow from the from
the roofs of the sea caves down to the depths along the bottom. Shell
fish and crabs skitter over rocks and through grasses chasing after
small fish and tiny microscopic creatures.
The
life of this small community revolves around the hours of the tides
each day. Fisherman wake up early every morning and leave the warmth
of their homes to haul in food to sell at the market. Men and women
grow fruits, vegetables, and seeds for the market too. Each morning
before work, parents come to browse the food, clothes, or home goods
for sale and children come to search for new toys or exciting treats.
Teba
is in many ways just like other small towns around the world. Store
owners sweep the walkway and prepare to open for the day, folding
clothing for display or dusting furniture for sale. Piles of juicy
fruits and colorful vegetables fill tables and woven hanging baskets
in the grocery store. The mouth watering flavor of fresh baked breads
and biscuits are arranged in the shop window to attract more
customers. Artisans of all kinds work hard to prepare their products
to sell.
Children
play with small toys made from shells and sea glass that surround the
community or pieces of drift wood brought in by the tides. Today, one
small boy bounces a pooro ball along the dark stone walkway passing
the front of his mother's health care office. Old men sit in the
dining room of a restaurant and play table games. They debate world
problems and gossip. Old ladies sit and sew or weave and debate the
towns problems and gossip about the old men. Older children attend
school and complain about their home work. Moms and dads take care of
their families, cook dinner, wash laundry, and make the kids clean
their rooms.
In a
quiet corner of Teba lives the small family Ariki. They are very much
like many other families in many other communities. They live in a
medium size home in a moderate part of the town. From the outside,
their house looks just like all their neighbors houses lined up in a
row. Sea grasses cut short lead up to the front entrance and a
colorful vegetable patch grows in a circle outside the kitchen
window. Flowered curtains can be seen from outside the window and the
pathway leading to their home lined with stones is well cared for and
neat.
This
family eats breakfast together most mornings and takes turns fixing
dinner in the evenings. Surrounding their table every night they tell
stories of the exciting parts of their day and any news from their
neighbors and friends.
Every
morning the father goes to his workshop and furniture store. He
builds tables and chairs, wardrobes and cupboards in any style or
fashion a person can think of. He loves to paint them in bright
colors and add decorations of shells or stones he collects around the
community. Because most of the houses look the same from the outside,
Tebans love to show off their personalities on the inside and Romo
happily creates anything a person could want.
The
younger two Ariki children, Saun and his little sister Tianna, stay
at home with a neighbor while their mom spends the morning at her
office. Children in Teba do not attend school until the year they
will turn 12. Their parents and family teach them to read and write
and basic math. Every child can study whatever parts of science they
think are interesting. Because they are home or shopping, they get
to know to all different types of people. They can watch a baker
making cookies or a builder carving out a new home. They learn from
everyone in the community and can choose what they want to be when
they grow up. When they start school they will study the skills for
their chosen apprenticeship.
The
oldest Ariki daughter, Lealeiani, studies about all sorts of places
around the world. She learns all about the people who live there,
what food they eat, clothes they wear, and what type of King or
President they have. She learns about mountains and oceans,
engineering and economics. She is most interested in plants and
animals and has learned to sing a little of the language of the
whales and dolphins that live around Teba.
But
most important to Lea's parents is that she study history. In the
Ariki family, history is not just stories of too long ago and people
nobody remembers. The history of their community is also the history
of their family because Moana Ariki, Lea's mom, is the Queen of Teba.
In
Teba there are no grand palaces filled with jewels and servants.
There are not kilometers of land or knights and armies to support.
The Queen of Teba lives just like the other families she serves. She
meets dignitaries in her sitting room. She invites Kings and Queens
of other communities to eat at home with her family. Just last night
she even allowed the president of a neighboring foreign community to
help her cook in her kitchen.
President
Giomo Manu spent the evening sharing recipes and hilarious stories
about his nephew who he hopes will one day be President too. Moana
could have the type of life Kings and Queens usually have but like
her father before her, she chose to live simply and serve her people.
One
day Lealiki will be Queen. The oldest royal child grows up knowing
that on their 34th
birthday they will take over the job managing the city. It is a great
responsibility to be in charge of a community. She will handle the
day in and day out running of the city and the one great secret of
Teba. It is something that all the Kings and Queens have known since
the creation of Teba but few other people have discovered. It is a
secret often disastrous to those who learn it because it is so
incredible.
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